Friday, November 29, 2013

Making choices..a complicated story of a school gradute!

Assalamualaikum wr.wbt

I really like to thank you for the ones reading my blog. I really appreciate people taking notice of my no-so-good developed blog. I've not been to updating frequently lately and I am sorry for that.
By the way, you know what?  I have just finished my exams and I have been thinking to work part time.

Yes.The very first experience of my life. So I have been thinking.

Can I DO this?

I haven't had confidence.

Will Allah reward me for working this job? Will I get Allah's mercy ?

I don't want  to work until night, come back home tired and just sleep tiredly. I mean, I haven't got a life!

What about if my favourites update themselves on Internet? I'm addicted you see.

No..I love this freedom and I don't want  to distance myself with my family as I only got 3 months vacation before I enter university.Or so I hoped.

Can I NOT work?But if I don't I can't buy my favourite books. 

How can I get salary or money if I don't work?
Is Internet and staying home LIFE to me?
What will I work as? A  part-time tuition teacher?
JOB interviews? AAAhh

Ansd it goes on and on.
I have appointed a job at a store selling magazines called myNews.com.
Problems is there are inappropriate books..magazines to sell.Aurah..all tthat.
I am not overreacting. It's true.


"O Prophet! Tell your wives and your daughters, and the believing women, to draw their cloaks (veils) over their bodies. That will be better that they should be known (as respectable woman) so as not to be annoyed. And Allah is Ever Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful." -Al-Ahzab:59 (Qur'an)

via Wikipedia

As a Muslim I know and stand that there is no things or anyone worthy of worship  except Allah, the Most merciful and the Greatest of all.Allahuakhbar!

So should I take the job? Or should I just sell things like those magazines that is like I mentioned above because it's a buyer's choice? Not mine/ Or perhaps I should warn them? I'm not confident and if Prophet Muhammmad SAW detests sellers of alcohol what about sellers of the magazines that shows women's intimate parts?

What should I do? I perform the Istikharah prayer, the ones that are not compulsary for Muslims when making choices but are greatly encouraged because will get reward from Allah by doing  so.
I hope I can make the right decision and get courage to tell my pare nts about it.InshaAllah.
What I'm going to say is Islam is important in all life, even in dunya and akhirat(Hereafter).

O brothers and sisters! Please pray for me and may Alllah bless you all! Amin..
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